I am a portrait photographer for a large company (low hours, very p/t). However, I am trying to start my own freelance photography business. I have, so far, won 2 photography contest and I enjoy taking pictures as often as I can. I wish I were more organized and had better control over my environment but somewhere along the way, it managed to go awry. I am attempting to regain some of my managability. I am "yard selling" the unorganizating to reclaim my physical self and I have started attending a local church, to regain faith in my spirtual being. Hopefully, I can get this place, inside me, dusted off and maybe even do a little demodeling. I feel like i'm mulching, it's feels yucky, since I don't have any feathers.